Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Crack

Is it so easy to run through walls trying to find openings? Or is it easier to simply look for an opening and then barge in? And then barge in into what is the main concerns of this case. This case could be closed if it were easy. How easy it would be to know beforehand as to what awaits on the other side? The side where greener is the grass.

I seriously do not know what I am writing.

Grievances

I just realized that coming home is hardest when I have no one to come home to. No family to come home to after work. Not one sound of laughter reaches my ears to greet me the moment I step inside my home. I am all alone over here. No sister to greet me with a lovely smile, no Jiju to shake hands with, and no Merumagal to express her joy at seeing her Ammaman with laughter. No father to hug me and look into my eyes and show pride on my life. No mother to hug me, and smile at me and show that she loves me despite all that I do and despite all that I am. I sit here all alone. All I have for company is a 21” television, and a 14” laptop, both of which I have started to despise. I wish I were with my family, and share their joys, sorrows, agonies and ecstasies.I wish...