I was shit scared. I thought to myself, "Damn, why am I here? What the fuck have I done to my life?! I have fucking wasted my life before even starting it!!!"
But then, things changed. There was no more open hostility or tainted nods of acknowledgement. No more phony welcomes or fallacious smiles. At the end of it all, it was all true. All the smiles started not from the lips, but from the eyes. All the pats and encouragements were not from the mouth, but from the heart.
I was being judgmental initially as I am always prone to be. But so quickly a judgment can change, I never knew!!!
All that I was afraid of has ended.
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